" JUST FOR HIM"

   Many things i can't describe to myself. i can't do things normally sometimes. but when i know HIM, im so blessed in HIs life. HIS not an ordinary superior i know, but a great and living GOD in my life.i use to offer my life for HIM than doing things as wordly habbit. i love my GOD so much. i love to sing praises and adoration for HIM.He'S so magnificent and wonderful. GOD  i ever known. HE is the peace that gaurd my heart my help in time of needs.
   do you want to know his name? HE is a big and everlasting GOD. HE is my first love. He still living in my heart. don't you know HIM? HE is the owner of your life. HE  is our father who loves us so much. HES love endures forever.

HE is JESUS CHRIST who die and lives forever just for us HIs son and daughter.

thank you LORD. .

SECRETLY LOVED: "RH" (nebur)

      Being young, it isn't deniable that we fall in love secretly.I urge myself to not fall with certain person because i choose to concentrate my aim in my study. After all, time will come, GOD will create a person just for me. But my heart is really the hindrance of my desire. I use my mind to create and make myself knowledgeable with sexual interaction. So I better practice myself loving secretly. Some should say, "you should experience loving and having lover, so that you're not ignorant." but i use to say "NO", because true love can waits.

   this person i loved is my dream boy. he is tall, not totally dark and of course he is handsome and have in GOD. the best asset that i consider to him is being neat and clean to himself. i like to look at him when i go to in his boarding house together with my friend who is also his board mate. i do not show my feelings to him, i better treat him as friend. but he tell me once that, "he has a feelings for me", but i do not mind it. i just smile and said, "really? but i know this is not the right time to become lover. i know you're matuer enough to that thing but its nice to have when were already done in our study so that time will come, we will have no problem in our relationship. right?" "yeah you are right." "i know what is your thinking. and also you are too young to have a relationship with somebody." he said.

   after all, we still communicating before but now, nothing. i just hope that, he still loving me even if its a long time were talking and texting. i just hope that someday, somehow his love for me will never be change. till death do us part, he's still my number 1 dream boy today, tomorrow and forever, i love him so much... and i pray that he is the one that the LORD promise for me that He had been created just for my happiness. i do hope and pray that he is my GODS WILL.

THANK YOU LORD . .

"WHO AM I TOMORROW"

"future lies on our hand" as a saying goes.

someday i will be a successful teacher  and a degree holder of bachelor of elementary education.

i will be a hero for my family in the world difficulties.

someday i can find a better man in Gods will. having lots of children,

and to be with me 'till my heart beats end...

"WHO AM I TODAY"

As i grow older, im striving for the betterment of my life.

have a vision, that someday i can stand myself in difficulties and to be done in my study.

i am a straight forward person in which people can't understand me sometimes.

but still i do hope that soon they can cope up my attitudes and ability, and to be understood by them.

time goes by, i can manage my life up to this far.

i can reach my dream beyond my difficulties.

and people will know my reaches stand in a better world where i am this time.

"WHO AM I YESTERDAY"

i am a child who doesn't know everything that surrounds me.

i do things worthless as long as i enjoy what i am doing, either it is good to me or bad.

i am a child who has a behavior of doing anything as long as i am happy and never think that sometimes i got a mistake that my life goes into danger.

after such time, there are some things that i never really understand what is meant to myself for the reason that i don't want to learn anything that makes me grow.

some question bothered in my mind but when my parents send me to school, question that bothered me was answered because i learned

a lot of things that makes me grow and gain knowledge that develop to my personality.

self-confidence, that was my personality that is difficult to develop in myself, has a feelings of inferiority that im not as good as that of others then the time came i meet new friends who thought me to be strong and aware of that feelings until i grow and learned.

"THE REASON OF MY SMILE IS YOU"

it's sunshine hour, i gaze at you, and to your face i stare...

i smile with unstoppable beating heart

and hide the deepest feelings with silence,

"you're a guy i had dream".

and now i know, the abstract things beyond those smile

will take me to the zenith of my dreams...

"Simply amazing Issaih"

A multitude of people find me simply as a girl having a wildest smile. 

A smile that take me to the zenith of my dreams.

But in the eyes of God I am His servant who trying to reckon the ship-heavy challenges and reminiscing the successes and failures in life.

This is me! the real and substantial girl who fight for the battles iin life.

I'm exactly what im supposed to be now,

gonna let the light the light shine on me...

This is me!

Issaih_girl

simply lady yet an amazing one.

                                                   Wrote by:                  

                                                            Rechie "issaih" Garay